Troubles after troubles....

Today had been a bad day. Why I would say troubles after troubles is that I forgot to confirm my registration again. GREAT!!!!!! Haiz....

After my Japanese class I ran off to meet Siti to go together with her to SKR to deal with all these troubles. In my heart I was praying Lord, please don't let them fined me RM50 per credit hour. That would cost me RM900!!!! So after I went there and the clerk at the counter say need to pay RM50 only. PHEW.... I was so relief.... But still being fined is not so fun and wasting RM50 is going make me fast for a few meals. I already had this KIND OF experience once and I promised myself not to do it again but IT HAPPENED AGAIN!!!! IT SUCKS.. I would say. The thing is I am already frustrated already because this is an extra trouble and burder I would say and it is as if I don't already had enough troubles... I feel like I cant breath under all these pressures and expectations from people that they say they LOVE me. But what can I do, I cant say that I want to quit and drop the ball and refused to do anything at all. IT IS IMPOSSIBLE and it is soooo not me. I am tired... Stretched to the max....

Will I break down? I dont know. I need God's grace to get me through each day. Each day I feel like I am on the brink of breaking down, everyday my mind is constantly filled with things I should do and what people expect of me... I dont like it but what can I do.

Troubles after troubles.....

After fixing the registration thing I came back to class. Troubles are just everywhere. I offended my lecturer this time for going off to fix the thing without asking her. Another trouble added to my plate.

To Pn Foziah: (If you are reading this)

Firstly, I apologized that I did not informed you first. It is not that I dont care whether it was your class or not. It is just that I was so afraid that I was fined RM900. And you ask why I did not go at 8am, it is because the office does not open so early. And why not after your class, it is because it will be lunch time and I might not be able to do it. And I cannot do it during Science hour after 2pm is because I got simulated teaching. I do not mean to cause so much trouble. And please forgive me.